masyi : Weblog

chemistry

Thu, 15 Nov 2007 13:53:45 GMT

me and my best friend, we sure got a good chemistry. i miss you my dear... c u soon okay. love you :)

missing someone

Sat, 10 Nov 2007 15:08:08 GMT

i miss my best friend back there..if only i could be there right now..hm...

did i just do that???

Sat, 10 Nov 2007 15:05:00 GMT

this morning was supposed to be my third class with the lecturer. but i don't wanna continue the class anymore. the reasons:

1. i just wanna ease my mind here at home...i don't wanna think about study. this is just not the place for me to sit and read my text books.

2. i don't like the way the lecturer 'teach' me. i just can't cope with it (maybe it's my problem, fine...but i just don't like his way).

that's why!!! so what did i do? i told him not to come, and i said i'll meet him with my parents to discuss this matter. i don't care what he'll think bout me (well, i do care a bit actually :p), i just wanna quit. that's all...and i'll get what i want, no matter what!!! but i hate myself for doing this, taking people's time...and wasting it...but i should say what i wanna say, and i should do what i wanna do, rite??!!!!

am i destined to.....????

Sun, 28 Oct 2007 04:29:01 GMT

I'm home right now. i just wanna get away from my 'study place' to clear my mind from all the tension i got there...

today i started a private tuition with a lecturer from a private college. guess what i got from the lesson just now? i can't stop thinking bout my future now. am i really going to be a doc? am i destined to be a doc? do i have the passion? now i'm thinking of changing profession. i feel like i can't be a doc... it's just not right for me... i don't have the quality of a doc. am i crazy or what doing something i don't enjoy, and i'll be stuck with it for the rest of my life?

i don't know how to say this to my parents... with everybody expecting me to be a doc in a few more years. i just can't do it now... i don't know what to do. i'm stuck between my own interest and my parents' hope, and the scholarship whatever..... god help me!!!

oh dear, what am i suppose to do???

Thanx dear!!

Mon, 27 Aug 2007 11:07:29 GMT

i was sooooooo speechless when my best friend gave me a swatch watch as a surprise present!!!i can't thank u enough...seriously u r so full of surprises...God bless u!

hm....uhm...huuhh....

Thu, 02 Aug 2007 10:18:07 GMT

i've surveyed a few shops for a new watch...there are 2 that caught my eyes from the very first glance....now i've gotta choose which one to buy...hehe...i'm making simple things hard for myself...well, actually if u r in my shoes, u'll feel the same too...trust me!!! :p

happy anniversary!

Thu, 02 Aug 2007 10:14:35 GMT

congratulations to my parents for their 22nd anniversary. wishing you love n happiness forever n ever... i love you guys sooooo much :) ~hugs n kisses~

final exams....

Wed, 25 Jul 2007 07:28:50 GMT

i'm going to face my FINAL exam at the end of august....i still got tons of books to read, memorize and digest...seriously i'm exhausted!!! gotta think of some things to do so that i won't break down due to over stress...you don't really think i'm axaggerating do you???

hm.....

Wed, 25 Jul 2007 06:30:36 GMT

my 4-year-old watch is dead and the strap is broken...and now i'm without a (wrist)watch...seriously i wanna repair it, but it's so hard to find a decent place here to do it. i've tried searching but can't find the same exact strap :( i really wanna use my old watch but i've the desire to buy a new one....what am i rambling about??? i guess it's the impact of the broken strap of my watch (what's my point actually??)