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am i destined to.....????

I'm home right now. i just wanna get away from my 'study place' to clear my mind from all the tension i got there...

today i started a private tuition with a lecturer from a private college. guess what i got from the lesson just now? i can't stop thinking bout my future now. am i really going to be a doc? am i destined to be a doc? do i have the passion? now i'm thinking of changing profession. i feel like i can't be a doc... it's just not right for me... i don't have the quality of a doc. am i crazy or what doing something i don't enjoy, and i'll be stuck with it for the rest of my life?  

i don't know how to say this to my parents... with everybody expecting me to be a doc in a few more years. i just can't do it now... i don't know what to do. i'm stuck between my own interest and my parents' hope, and the scholarship whatever..... god help me!!!

oh dear, what am i suppose to do???

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